gonna be a long day

at work. i dunno how to feel about this internship anymore. at first i thought it was pretty good cause i learned some things, but now i feel like my time can be better spent studying for the act sci test at home and i really need to study for that shit. that shit is not easy. now i hate commuting to work and i dread it all the time. it actually makes my summer shitty. my ideal situation would be to, of course, have an actuary internship at some insurance company, but since i know thats impossible, right now im just trying to get some admin. job to make some money. all im gettin here is a travel stipend, though the unlimited metrocard is awesome. i cant really judge how much the experience here is going to help me either because im definitely not going to work for an executive search firm in the future for my field of study. lookin foward to tomorrow (my day off).