another ticket

im always late for everything. yesterday i was in a rush to catch the train so i opted out of paying the parking fee. when i came back there was a ticket on my windshield. i jus paid the 30 buck ticket now but it sure pisses me off when i do stupid shit like that.

yesterdays workout was pretty tiring. im getting kind of sick of the same routine every time. either im going to up the weight or change some exercises. i was thinking of changing my diet too but i have absolutely not willpower or desire to do that. i should be able to eat w/e the fuk i want to at 19. i think ive always taken for granted how i can eat any junk food and not gain any substantial weight. then again, ive always been active so i guess i work it off, which is actually kind of a problem cause ive been trying to gain weight. college helped with that though. i was 140 the end of senior year and an exhausting spring season and right now im around 155. if i were 3 inches taller and 15 lbs heavier my life would be PERFECT.